This New Year’s Eve, Be Gentle With Yourself
This New Year’s Eve, I want you to stop and soften. I want you to remember that life is not a race to accomplish or prove but a journey to live and feel. You do not need to fix yourself by the stroke of midnight. You do not have to become someone new while the clock starts to tick forward. You only need to realize that who you are, right here, right now, is enough.
You are worth more than a resolution. You are worth more than the silent prayers you whisper, praying they will realign the pieces of your life. You are worth more than the 11:59 manifestations you utter with trembling hands, only to cry into your pillow at 12:01 about all the “what could have beens.”.
Here is the truth. You’re already made it.
You feel like you didn’t do enough this year. You feel like you didn’t check off enough boxes or hit enough milestones. You feel like you weren’t enough. But the truth is, you did something extraordinary, you survived. You existed. You made it to the end of another chapter. Well sometimes, that’s the greatest accomplishment of all.
You were critical this year, not in a harmful way, but in the manner that means you cared. You examined your life, asking yourself hard questions, digging into those parts of you that pained and wondering how they could be made whole. That is no small thing.
You were here this year-maybe not all of the time, but enough. Enough to notice the sunlight spilling across your kitchen floor. Enough to hear the laughter of someone you love and let it fill you in a way words never could. Enough to sit with your pain instead of running from it, even when it felt unbearable. That is no small thing, either.
Yet most of all, you endured. Through the moments when you didn’t think you could, you kept going. Through days that felt like they would never end, you woke up and tried again. You fought battles no one saw, carried weights no one knew about, and you are still here. That is not small. That is everything.
So, this New Year’s Eve, I am going to ask you something. Let go of that thought that you must become different to be worthy. Let go of this feeling that you somehow need to be someone different to be loved. It is not required to have some new version of yourself so that you may start life all over. You also do not need any resolution just to move on.
For one thing, because you are enough already. You are already growing, already healing, already evolving in ways you don’t even realize. So be gentle with yourself. Honor what you’ve been through. Trust that your quiet, unseen efforts are enough. And as you step into this new year, carry with you the most radical resolution of all. Just to love yourself, as you are, in this moment, unconditionally.
This is the year that doesn’t have to be about becoming. Let this be the year of being. Let it be the year of letting the light in, slowly, softly, until one day you look up and realize that you, too, are glowing.